So long I haven't update this uglaaay blog oh why eh. Most of my friends are officially 17 right now & yep congrats guys. My birthday is coming soon....so soon....december // flood of cry //
I realized, now is the time I must enjoy school life for the last time. No more school moment after this, laugh, studying together before exam, chatting while assembly, running at the corridor, bully, flirting, dll. Whoaa cant imagine how I live after this without school.
Seventeen is just a number, but I adored it so much. Ago, I love fifteen. People hearts always changed. I am regret right now bcs not making good memory in my friendship with my form one classmates. They are so awesome yet me leaving them. No reason. Maybe its all about time. I miss old time where we were together sharing our feeling & happiness. To build back our relationship we take first step back. From where we start to know each other, eventhough many things have change but it is okay if we still the old us.
Nahh its complicated ah to tell you. Long story~
Forget bad memories and remember only good things. First of all, we've decide to go for camping at school. Afie, me, fana, fira never had been camping before & we take this opportunity. Seem fun when afie agree to our suggestion. She keep babbling about the toilet and blaa blaa blaa. Yelah shes a princess living in a luxury castle. Muahahahaha. Theres epsilonia at the campsite tau. We're not too close since form 4 bcs the spazzing classes. During first night, teacher make us split into different group. Aye Im in group SAKIT. Weird ah hahahha. The senior in this group is just me and daus arman the remain are junior. I cannot handle this situation cause I am just a cute little small shortie senior. Please dont bullying me okay.
In a short time, we cannot suit with the situation aite. The first night I feel like ugh so suck. Aint no fun. But, I regain back my oldself. Talking to everyone :) Junior respects me and this world is like heaven hahahahaha. Good job juniorsss. The second day, it is school time. I got chance to see my Nasi. Ehem ehem hehe. At the evening we started our journey. Still in the last night group. I kept sighing. Nahh why not making my own group with my girlss. I cooked lunch for pkbm team, they praised it lol. Thanks guy. Daus decide to make me cooked again in the forest behind the school. Why haa TT Other else are doing different activities like jungle tracking, tie rope, and what aaa I forgot ah sorry. I had to cook tomyam using buluh! Without boil water and suppliances. Haih what to do. But, I make good memories while doing that. Awwh so touched ah when the results is good. Everyone ate the tomyam. Our group met & we're not awkard anymore. Everyone sharing stories. Whoaaa this beautiful view.
Teacher told us to prepare a performance for malam kebudayaan.I have nothing on my mind until 5pm. After done prayed and bathed, we discuss and there was krik krik moment. Nobody give serious idea until I take a sheet of paper and wrote the plan. They following my idea. Muahaha guess what we did an acting. Mimicking '999' documentary. During training time, we laugh alot. The kids so much fun with their own idea insert in the acting. Lol. Malam kebudayaan end with a great moments. I cant forget it. They so supporting with the performance, sing a song together, announcement of the winner else. Before going to sleep, everyone is walk here and there. They suspicious on teacher. Teachers make plans for night walk. But, we sitting together and talk about old times. So fun! See, the relationship start to stand well. The night, in the tent afie singing her old song make me fell asleep. I lay under beautiful sky full of blinking stars.
Last day, whole campsites wake up late. This is impossible bcs people usually wake up early to take bath faster. Everyone is tired. And and we dont have night walk :( Ive waited to feel this moment tau. Disappointing uhm. By the way, the end of this camping is awesome. We knows many junior, know how to start a conversation with them. Glad. Since that, people start greeting me whenever they sees me. Oh why Im feel like want to cry.....
Theres more thing I want to tell but....getting late ah now. Tomorrow is a school day // flip everything // We will meet then. Life is hard to tell. Anyeong~~~
*oh ya! Forgot to tell. I am totally immersed in inspirits ocean. Comeback to Hoya maybe.ahahaha but I get obsessed to myungsoo since his face is too great. I am crying everytime I saw him, myungsoo. I am not replacing Hoya but Sungjong has something that attract my heart. Oh um shut up Liya hahahahaha. Still, I doesnt know much about infinite. Why lah dulu I leave em too fast haih. So sorry inpiniteu yaa. Myungjong is so real......okay bye hehe
