Semester 3

Assalamualaikum.

Dimulakan dengan lafaz bismillah, 2013 dah masuk semester ke-3. Oh yeh raya dah lepas tapi upcoming flash flood is T.R.I.A.L // flip everything //
Sebenarnya ketika ini dan masa ini saya masih segar bugar tapi tidak memulakan langkah untuk membuat kerja addmath ya kelihatan sungguh malas di situ pelajar yang tidak sedar diri ini. Tunduk maaf kepada Sir Rama sebab saya tidak menyiapkan homeworkmu. Last post pun masa midyear uwaaaaa lamanya dah tinggalkan. By the way, result peperiksaan pertengahan tahun hari itu sangat tidak memberansangkan dan sedikit mengecewakan humm. Masalah juga kalau lost focus ni aiseehhh shuhh shuhh segala gangguan.

Bagaimanapun, terlalu banyak perkara ingin diungkap tetapi masih tersingkap maka tidak dapat ku ucapkan. Segala keadaan terkawal tetapi yang menjadi masalah hanyalah sikap kemalasan dalam diri. Macam mana lah nak hilangkan rasa malas yang semakin memberat di bahu. Bukan apa, trial nahh ambik kau next week je. SPM bebetul lagi berapa bulan...no lagi 90 hari...no...tolak lagi cuti semua aaaghh!

Target? Hm tak banyak pun sikit je. Saya sedar dengan kemampuan dan pengetahuan sedia ada ni sampai tahap mana je. Hahahahaha okay. Okay. Okay. Jadi, buat betul-betul lah liya. Fighting!

p/s : dah tiada crush. hehe loyalty is the best btw!

Sometimes, I know who I am but sometimes I dont even know who I am. Lately, I love to be alone. Kadang-kadang kawan pun terasa tau bahaya macamtu. Ada satu coincidence, nak pergi raya tapi ramai tak dapat pergi especially Afie and Aty as well, she said she couldnt go if there is no transport. Tapi, diorang berdua datang jugak hahaha. Yay lengkap kitorang but without Afrina. But the day not going so well. It is still okay.

Then, I think its too bad if my relationship with him ended up like that without explanation & misunderstood. So, I brainwash myself & lose the hard try to hate. Tak berguna pun. Is it okay if I like him back? Okay bye jiwang yerrrr. Hahahaha shut up ah liya do focus on your study!

For the fandom.....I met new one yang dulunya kalau boleh taknak langsung jadi fandom diorang tapi nahhh jatuh ke tanah juga akhirnya. Ok mengaku aku ada lagu Mama dalam phone. Kahkah I think you know urrr urrr urrr. Yes, the 12 people with superpower then turn to wolves and now theyre in love with earth girls. At first I just usha that chinese canadian boy wuyifan but mr.park terlalu menonjol hahahaha. In my study Exo means release haha so EXO just release your everything to us & we kindly accept them hahahaha. Please throw Huangzitao here!!

Not forgotten, OT6 biseuteu. Shadow is too good & I dont know why they need to face all this. Keep it up and dont ever fall hwaiting!! Haha being multifandom is hard. Kejap eksaited sana kejap situ kejap sini. Sekarang dah kurang becase of my exam. Thanks a lot exam Ive changed hehe.

Say hi to the wolves. Dont be scared they not bite hehe.

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Merci Je t'aime :3

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Almost half of being sweet 17.

Assalamualaikum

So long I haven't update this uglaaay blog oh why eh. Most of my friends are officially 17 right now & yep congrats guys. My birthday is coming soon....so soon....december // flood of cry //
I realized, now is the time I must enjoy school life for the last time. No more school moment after this, laugh, studying together before exam, chatting while assembly, running at the corridor, bully, flirting, dll. Whoaa cant imagine how I live after this without school.

Seventeen is just a number, but I adored it so much. Ago, I love fifteen. People hearts always changed. I am regret right now bcs not making good memory in my friendship with my form one classmates. They are so awesome yet me leaving them. No reason. Maybe its all about time. I miss old time where we were together sharing our feeling & happiness. To build back our relationship we take first step back. From where we start to know each other, eventhough many things have change but it is okay if we still the old us.

Nahh its complicated ah to tell you. Long story~
Forget bad memories and remember only good things. First of all, we've decide to go for camping at school. Afie, me, fana, fira never had been camping before & we take this opportunity. Seem fun when afie agree to our suggestion. She keep babbling about the toilet and blaa blaa blaa. Yelah shes a princess living in a luxury castle. Muahahahaha. Theres epsilonia at the campsite tau. We're not too close since form 4 bcs the spazzing classes. During first night, teacher make us split into different group. Aye Im in group SAKIT. Weird ah hahahha. The senior in this group is just me and daus arman the remain are junior. I cannot handle this situation cause I am just a cute little small shortie senior. Please dont bullying me okay.

In a short time, we cannot suit with the situation aite. The first night I feel like ugh so suck. Aint no fun. But, I regain back my oldself. Talking to everyone :) Junior respects me and this world is like heaven hahahahaha. Good job juniorsss. The second day, it is school time. I got chance to see my Nasi. Ehem ehem hehe. At the evening we started our journey. Still in the last night group. I kept sighing. Nahh why not making my own group with my girlss. I cooked lunch for pkbm team, they praised it lol. Thanks guy. Daus decide to make me cooked again in the forest behind the school. Why haa TT Other else are doing different activities like jungle tracking, tie rope, and what aaa I forgot ah sorry. I had to cook tomyam using buluh! Without boil water and suppliances. Haih what to do. But, I make good memories while doing that. Awwh so touched ah when the results is good. Everyone ate the tomyam. Our group met & we're not awkard anymore. Everyone sharing stories. Whoaaa this beautiful view.

Teacher told us to prepare a performance for malam kebudayaan.I have nothing on my mind until 5pm. After done prayed and bathed, we discuss and there was krik krik moment. Nobody give serious idea until I take a sheet of paper and wrote the plan. They following my idea. Muahaha guess what we did an acting. Mimicking '999' documentary. During training time, we laugh alot. The kids so much fun with their own idea insert in the acting. Lol. Malam kebudayaan end with a great moments. I cant forget it. They so supporting with the performance, sing a song together, announcement of the winner else. Before going to sleep, everyone is walk here and there. They suspicious on teacher. Teachers make plans for night walk. But, we sitting together and talk about old times. So fun! See, the relationship start to stand well. The night, in the tent afie singing her old song make me fell asleep. I lay under beautiful sky full of blinking stars.

Last day, whole campsites wake up late. This is impossible bcs people usually wake up early to take bath faster. Everyone is tired. And and we dont have night walk :( Ive waited to feel this moment tau. Disappointing uhm. By the way, the end of this camping is awesome. We knows many junior, know how to start a conversation with them. Glad. Since that, people start greeting me whenever they sees me. Oh why Im feel like want to cry.....

Theres more thing I want to tell but....getting late ah now. Tomorrow is a school day // flip everything // We will meet then. Life is hard to tell. Anyeong~~~

*oh ya! Forgot to tell. I am totally immersed in inspirits ocean. Comeback to Hoya maybe.ahahaha but I get obsessed to myungsoo since his face is too great. I am crying everytime I saw him, myungsoo. I am not replacing Hoya but Sungjong has something that attract my heart. Oh um shut up Liya hahahahaha. Still, I doesnt know much about infinite. Why lah dulu I leave em too fast haih. So sorry inpiniteu yaa. Myungjong is so real......okay bye hehe

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Merci Je t'aime :3

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I'm ok. Ahaha not okay lol

Assalamualaikum.

Harini sepatutnya jangan sedih tau. Tapi ramai yang sedih kenapa. Hm cheer up awak awak awak semua. Lepaskan yang sedih & cari yang bahagia.

I am smile ahahahahaha! Hm.

14 Februari sinonim sangat dengan sambutan lover orang barat tu. But for me_____harini keluar dengan diorang. Tu yang penting tu. Btw, sebalik kegembiraan harini ada juga orang bersedih. Tabah ye? 

Friendship

Alhamdulillah, aku dah dipertemukan dengan sahabat sejati. Lol ayat jiwang xx Dah lama gila tak keluar sesama or should cakap this is the second time together eventho keluar seblah rumah je pun. Dulu yang first time tu serabut sikit but it was okay! 

Aku serabut and tak tau nak dress up macam mana akibat sudah berzaman tak keluar dan lupa how to dress up. Lagi satu masalah utama bila takde guide/orang dewasa. Haih pilih movie entah pape. We are regret much! Tau tengok cerita Kerat 14 tu ish. Picture booth tu pun buat membazir duit je. Masing-masing menggatal nak main last-last dapat gambar entah pape. Lol idiot us. 

Time flew too fast. Tengok jam dah 3 setengah. haih mana sempat nak shopping. Dapat shopping ala kadar je akhirnya & this is so sad. Better keluar nanti dah ada lesen lagi bagus. Ini nak kena kejar bas, jalan kaki, tunggu bas. Budak-budak sungguh //flip table//

But it was such a great moment together. Lack of 2 people ahahaha why lah macam tu. Greedily buying too much accessories sampai tak sempat nak tengok kedai lain. Thank you guys. Much of love spread. 

Although its our last year that we can spend together, lets enjoy the time! Be a better person and successness will run to you //ayat 3 idiot// -lya.emme.faros.kerry.atyy.fana.afie.hanis-

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Bff till Jannah

 

Eh dah masuk 15 Februari. Happy Birthday, Mok. Dah tu je nak bagitau daa~ Sleepwell, Assalamualaikum.

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Merci Je t'aime :3

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Should.

Jaebal!

Let me

Stay by his side

Forever

 Again.Want to.Talk.Nonsense

• Kamek sedar perubahan ke atas diri kamek sejak beberapa tahun dah observe ni. Susah juga nak terima keadaan tak seberapa ini entah bagaimana dan macam mana semua ini boleh berlaku dengan secara tiba-tiba.

•   Tak talkative : Dulu banyak idea dalam otak sampai mencurah-curah. Orang dengar pun naik sakit telinga lama-lama suruh diam. Sedihnya sekarang banyak bercakap dalam hati. Bila jumpa orang nanti diam seribu bahasa macam tunggul terhegeh-hegeh nak susun ayat dalam otak. 

• More talk than action : Itulah aku. Dulu sentiasa terlaksana apa yang dikatakan. Semua benda jadi and hundred percent complete. Tapi sekarang, cakap je tapi satu habuk pun takde. Poyo.

•  Lagi suka duduk rumah : Dulu, tak reti diam asyik nak keluar rumah je. Rasanya tak nak duduk rumah pun. Kalau cuti panjang mesti stay seminggu dua minggu dekat rumah cousin. Takpun petang-petang curi keluar rumah nak jalan-jalan. Sekarang, seribu alasan keluar dari mulut kalau kawan ajak keluar even sekejap pun. Membazir tenaga kot. 

• Poyo : Dulu jalan sikit nampak senior atau junior kemain borak panjang sampai lupa ada kelas. Tak kisahlah kena lama atau baru kenal semua tegur. Merapatkan hubungan silaturrahim katakan. Sekarang, pandang dari jauh lepastu dah dekat senyum je. Takpun cari jalan nak mengelak. Malas kot. Ahahaha mianei kenalan lama.

•  Takut lelaki : Teringat zaman gelap dulu cehhh. Ala 2009 2010 macamtu. Classmate ke kawan fb ke apa ke dilayan dengan baik sekali. Ada bestfriend lagi tu. Pandai susun ayat nak borak dengan diorang. Tapi sekarang, diorang datang dekat sikit pun rasa macam nak lari. Aura lelaki tu eeeeeee. Seram tau dok. Bila diorang cakap pun tak tau nak cakap apa. Lol. Masalah.

Tapi Alhamdulillah, masalah lelaki tu dah cuba prevent. betulkan apa yang tak kena. Banyak lagi tapi malas. Tadi kan stalk mbc idol star championships tu. Malaslah nak tengok banyak sangat link nyampah lelama. Bahagianya melihat mereka tapi sakit hati juga dengan gelagat beberapa ********* ahahahahaha. 

Esok nak keluar baik tidur cepat. Jaljayo!

Niell waeyo so cute? TT

Hwaiting! Sleepwell & sweetdream.

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Assalamualaikum.

Yo! What's up guys. 

Are you in pink? 

 Yay I am seventeen wuuuuuuuuu~

Let's refresh your eyes first before swim into this nonsense entry with no malay subtitle. muehehe. guess who guess who that boy. It is Choi Jun Hong for real awesome isn it. yyaa im going insane onto this Choi and his friends. lol.

It's been awhile huh? Uwaaaa I miss you all //hugging// Since I am a candidate this year, what candidate let it be a secret ahahaha. I can't online so often bcs of busy studying zzzzzz. Just in a little time, I got bigger like this. In this height, this face, this personalities. How am I going to look like soon? Future. Turn on the mood step out from being in youth world cehhhh. We had left last year....too many things can't I describe with a words. Still, now I dont have a word in mind.

//broken english// TT

*Exciting things*

1. Naik kelas
2. Dapat jumpa bestfriend hari-hari
3. No handphone no text no bees sound
4. Semangat study membara-bara
5. Parents makin dekat dalam hati
6. Bebas berfikir
7. Fangirling~
8. ENTAH TAK INGAT APA DAH

Rasanya...selain fangirling tak ingat apa yang berlaku. Hm what is wrong with me aiyoo. Bahagia sangat fangirling eventho banyak orang bashing. entah apa masalah. semua masalah terbang melayang tak pernah terlintas nak fikirkan kembali.

Babo datang, tapi kita punya hati dah tepu dengan lim hyunsik. Kita benci dia tapi kita sayang dia. Apa semua ni. Tapi, terima kasih babo tak buat kita lagi resah sebaliknya buat kita tersenyum. Ahahaha jiwang sangat yekk //hyunsik eyesmile// apa nak buat ni....... Ohh zello kita nak jumpa awak.

//reaction teringat benda menyakitkan kena tembak banyak-banyak//

-Ohh kesian Choi-

Kita rasa kita dah jumpa sahabat sejati. Truthfully. Yang Khairiyah Izzati Afie Faros Farhana Hanis Zahirah Afrina. Alhamdulillah. Friend indeed friend in need. Persahabatan ini mengajar erti kehidupan penuh berliku walaupun masing-masing melakukan kesilapan. Perbezaan cara dan hidup serta keadaan menyatukan. Semua orang berbeza, ada kelemahan dan kelebihan. Masing-masing saling menguatkan kelemahan yang ada dalam diri teman yang lain maka hasilnya, suatu persahabatan yang teguh berdiri. In shaa Allah kita akan berkekalan.

Malunya.

Harini ayah benarkan kita drive akhirnya..............menangis tak berlagu dalam hati. First time guna auto. Ahahahahahahahaha memanglah senang hehe But it is fun though. Drive atas jalan raya yang realistik dan nyata aaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Tapi kalau test jpj mesti tak lepas ni. Im a bad driver.

Semoga 2013 lebih baik daripada tahun lepas & lebih banyak memori baik daripada buruk. Tercapai matlamat, terus melangkah kehadapan tanpa berhenti diselubungi ingatan lalu. Semua menjadi pedoman. Terus enjoy hidup and mostly tak lupa Allah.
 
End of nonsense story. Thank you //bowing//

Jaljayo, starlight!

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Merci Je t'aime :3

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